Let it go...

What can I say? I've not been here to write. Do I need to apologize? Have I done anything wrong? Well, yes I have, but that's unrelated.

I'm here now because I have nothing left to do. This doesn't, and never has, had to make sense to you the reader. I'm sure I would be content to type gibberish here in my current state of mind. Maybe that's what I'm doing.

Where am I? Good question. I am lost in the past and the future. I ended up not taking classes this semester, making it a full year since I've had a full course load. I don't know why this happened, but I just couldn't bring myself to do it. It is my plan to take a few classes over the summer to make up for this. Sorry Tim, no summer trips for me. The apartment is nominally clean, as I cooked a day-after valentine's day meal for my girlfriend yesterday. I've had some pretty good times with her recently. Too good perhaps, as now I will miss her while we are both separately busy. It's tough taking the bad with the good.

I have more organizing and fixing of things to do in the near future, I have laundry to do... Lots of it! I'm thinking I should look for a few more hours of work per week. I'm not going to find that at Ledo's, so who knows what will happen. Many of the personal habits that I have been trying to... well... make habits are still sitting on my "to do" list as I type. "The wind blows hard, the climb is slow", I guess.

Talkity talk talkity talk talk talk yak... What does one have to do to make himself "want" something anyway?

Oh look, I have a commenter. Hi Jane!